Tuesday, February 9, 2010


I guess I've said this before, and I'll probably say it again. But when I get tired, it's a pretty short step down. I've been doing pretty well this past month keeping it together. A month without crashing seems like a pretty good stretch, though it's certainly not all been sunshine. For a while I've been able to just sort of snap myself out of it, but I am getting tired. I can't put my finger on what's different, but "snapping out of it" seems less possible lately. I guess it's probably getting to be time to make the call and go see somebody about it. I don't know. It just bothers me how short the step is between feeling tired but ok, and then feeling like my life is hopeless and I'll probably never live out my natural lifespan.

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